D has MIA.

totally MIA...

No sound, no sight...

He left me hanging in the middle of no where.
He did not tell me he wants a break up.. but his actions tell me so.

And i am in the world of denial... cos i refuses to change my status to single.
or mayb he is waiting for me to make the first move...

What shd i do?
I am so lost..
Why it seems even harder for me to move on this time round....?

D, maybe it doesn't matter to u anymore, u come to accept tat it is afterall another break up... u no longer feel anything for me anymore. U can move on easily.. but, i drown myself in agony..
I noe i got to accept it, but no matter how hard i try to swallow... i jus cant seems to digest it. I cant get over when i tot i can. I cant move on when i tot i am stronger.. All the "i can", "i am stronger" are turning into bullshits.
I dun mean to seek ur empathy... i told myself, i shd bear wif my own consequences.. and becos i am facing everything on my own... i am more lost than ever.

I hav not shed a single tears infront of my family yet... I can slp alone... but how long can i bear?

Stop loving u, doesn't make me anymore stronger.. it jus make me more damn.