I wish i can jus work 24/7...


First time i was having shock, when i realised tat the time is 4plus pm..
I used to look forward for end of the day...

but no longer... i stil pin tat he will call, he will msg.. but he did not..

His appearance in msn... make my heart freeze for a moment.
Yet, i cant approach him..
Knowing, he neither reply my sms nor return my call earlier.. moreover msn.

every little incident happened in my life can remind me of him..
even an almond cookies offered from my colleague, will remind me tat he likes almond.. i rem he will tell me tat i got to like wat he likes.. soo it will be easier for him to rem my needs... i will smile to myself for every little funny conversation i had wif him..

no one can really understand how much i feel for him..
it is somehow like one bitter-sweet roller coaster r/s...
no matter how down this r/s can go... it seems tat i can hav nv ending of energy to fall for him... perhaps tats when i realised, my love has been taken for granted..

I am sure he did his part for this r/s too...
and when I made him upset and disappointed... this is wat i deserve...

I am sorry D.