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//Thursday, October 08, 2009 12:07 AM
Is always in the middle of the nite.. i feel emotional..
I hate to experience mind-block when it comes to blogging down my tots.
I will prolly get my entry started at ard 2plus in the noon but it will only be published out when i knock off at work. So my entries are usually neither here nor there especially when there are quite alot of distraction @ work. And in order not to waste my effort on which i had typed, i will usually tend to finish it off quickly.. Well, I guess is only in the middle of the nite i will feel more emotional.. and theres when i start to reflect on many things... I think there are no other timing which i find blogging suitable cept' the quiet lonely nites. There are always many tots in mind which i wish or could blog out w/o much hesitation. Yet being in this world wide web, i prolly won know who is out there reading... So i am thinking whether shd i set my space into private, and will only invite close frens of mine to view this blog. Hmmm. The familar strangers. Ever wonder while u are walking down the street and u meet someone u were once very close before. Be it your ex lover or fren who used to be very close to you.... At that particular moment, how will you feel? Smile and say hi.. and bye to dem? Or simply trying to avoid each other.. and act like a total stranger? Well, i saw someone from afar today. The distance was pretty near... yet emotionally i felt distant. Someone whom i chose to walk pass... w/o saying hi and goodbye. Im glad tat someone is doing well... And tat particular moment, that feeling within me was actually quite unsettled. I keep thinking some "what ifs..." questions in my mind. Mayb is a sense of guilt, mayb is a small part of me feeling a little remorseful? Thou many times i had reminisced the past feeling regretful at times, when I've finally get my sense back to reality... I will realise how much I've gained and how blissful i am now.. I will tend to appreciate more on wat Ppl had done for me. Especially Mum and Shen. =)I love dem. Theres when i realise, you learned that you have to let go of certain things in life to get to the other side. Sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye. Feelings and memories will fade in time to come. "你...最近还好吗?" 
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