Im busy at work recently.
So to ppl who are concern on my absence, i hardly had time for blogging due to work...
and becos my computer at home went dead since dunno when... i cant blog as often as i used to be.

Since, today i can take a little breather out of my work... i decided to hav a little blogging session. =）

Work last week was crazy.. I was told to do something i noe nut abt it...
I appreciate the learning process but the picking up was hard... I am still learning and i noe i gave lotsa headaches to my colleagues.. especially my managers.
I myself felt bad over it.... started to whine to myself and frens abt all the shits which my previous colleague left over be4 she left for manila... Ok, i am not blaming her.. i ought to learn.

Went to Zouk-Phuture wif Caiyun and her fren last Friday..
Due to the over-age, i cant hold better alcohol compared to last time in poly days..So i ended up like a puking merlion in Phuture's ladies. ahaha!
Maybe oso becos the music sucks big time... i cant dance to the music.. the crowd is simply like wed ladies nite.. hence the ratio of guys is to gals is simply like 10:1.
I am surrounded by young little kiddish boys who enjoy clubbing like the first timer.
I look like one old aunty trying means and ways to fit in the crowd, and obviously i failed.
I left phuture at 12plus 1am.
But i am soo glad that i was well accompanied by Cai yun and her fren.. =)
I love the bitching session wif dem after clubbing at kopitiam..... complained from guys to lifez to even economy!

Moving house session on a stupid Sat.
Looking pathetic moving my huge luggage along the roadside wif multiple taxi horn-ed me asking if i needed any ride. -_-"
Thanks to Shen's frens who offered to send me to the airport and picked up Shen who came back from Thailand. *Grin*
Thank him for his effort in getting me the scarfs and 2 tees!!
I love the tees most!! =)

Lately, I wondered izzit becos of my stress at work...most nites i knock out w/o having any dreams. I feel tat i always had lack of slp and i become very forgetful these days... i forgot to set alarm on last Sun when shen and I were supposed to fetch his granny up to Mandai ceremonial.
I over slept. And i felt super bad tat granny got to take a cab down herself. =(
No doubt, i got a scolding from shen and his mother.
I am really sorrry abt it.....

Yest, unhappy stuff happened again.
I am evil. I am a witch. I scared his cussie off.
But i did it unintentionally...
And seriously, i don't mean it to raise my voice... but i am NOT angry.
Sooo i cant find any reason to admit i am angry...
Anyway, by me explaining oso useless... he won believe it.. and will only insist i am really angry.
Sooo.. wats the pt of me explaining??
Since, i am tat evil, i am a witch... so be it...
i am jus tired and sick to stand on my point anymore...
or rather wait... i always not given any chance to stand on my point.
Is always fault isn't it?
i am really sooo sick and tired of everything.

melting.dying.fading.vanishing. - Passion.

Labels: Ranting