I was reading last year's xmas entry from this little space of mine...
And i was having my fair share of fun last year... but this year...

Last year Burpie jus started JAL and this year she is getting engaged soon to her thai bf. Well, i was surprise.. last yr i was stil thinking she and chun rong was going to be tgt happily ever after.. and now....

Many things had changed over the last period of 12 months... and to be frank, i couldn't get used of the changes. Yet.

And whenever it comes to xmas, i will always ask myself this question... "sooo, wat's next?"
I used to anticipate abt entering into a new year, but now... i think otherwise...
im afraid of stepping into the new year...
I will ask myself weird questions like, how will my family going to become?? will there be anyone close to me leaving me? hows work going to be like?? will Shen still be my shen?? Worries, doubts are the one in my mind currently.

I don't need any big hoo-ha in life, i need happinesss.


Shall blog next again on how i spent my xmas. =) No mood now.