Wooohooo.. i am really glad tat my company din actually block up most of the websites. Like facebook, frenster, multiply, blogspot and most imptly MSN! If w/o all these site, i swear i will be bored to death. Growing spider web and begging for work and more work.

And yea, i jus got my confirmation from my company.. and as i was told before there will be a littttttle tiny bit of increment in salay. But stil trust me, i doubt is enough for me stil especially on my spur in spending. My mum alway said i hav many many many excuses to buy new clothes, new dress.. new bottoms... new.... new... and more new stuff coming along in my wardrobe.. But when i really wan to find something to wear for my weekends... or a nite out for partying.. or even a dinner wif frens... i simply cannot find the right suitable one for the event. Sigh. and hence lead to more spending unknowingly. hahahhaa!

Well, not even my mum who got pissed wif my spending, Shen oso nag at me for that. i guess when i feel upset, retail therapy, spa, manicure and pedicure, a haircut a hair wash and facial sessions can set my mind in heaven. haahahaah. And when tat session end... whew~ $$$ from my bank jus got lesser and lesser. Only when bank acct stated 100bucks or less, i den started to feel panic. -_-"

Recently, hav been rather unhappy over insignificant stuffs or to be exact.. is over bo liao matter. And frens telling me stories over fren's failed r/s. Going thru break ups.. on the way to recovery.. seeking for attention.. dying to move on but memories jus keep recurring in the mind. urrrrggg. The tot of having to go thru all these jus make my hair stands. I had read my colleague's bloggy.. and she stated something which set me ponder.

"I guess I've been lucky enuff to walk outta most of my past rships the less heartbroken 1. Tt's not to say I've nv had my heart screwed b4. Loving d wrong person, leaving d right person - been there, done tt. But if all those heartbreaks r wat I haf to go thru to get to my little boy today, I'd gladly do it all over again." - by francine

She is one blissful lady who getting married soon next yr. She is one lucky lady who after been thru many and finally find one who dote her dearly. Of cos, I am more than happy for her and wish her wif many many happiness ahead! =D

yes, is my turn to wonder... how many setbacks i got to go thru..how many falling down i got to stand up.. how many heartbreaks i got to withstand.. how many thunder storm i need to get myself wet... before i meet the missing piece.

True love, happily ever after, fairy tales love stories is like meeting a spirit. Not many ppl will encounter it. But u cant judge that it nv exist.

Soooo... for once.. let me bury myself im the world of my own back to the childhood days and believe true love does exist.