For the past one week, one quarrel after another.
It seems to be rather tiring to even bother to come to a compromise.

Perhaps, i am trying to be defensive..
Perhaps, i hav my own huge fuk up ego...

Many times, i always ask myself... shd i jus let go this once... and cont?
But... whenever im trying to type out the sms to him, heart wrecking words will come into my mind...and i will backspace everything which i had typed..

Ego? Yes i am...
A huge part of me thinking.. if i let go of everything, he will push every thing to me... saying becos i am naughty... becos i am being crazy??
I do not wan to listen to such comments....
Why shd i bear all these when i gulp down all the blames?
Why shd i be ok, when i am being hurt by spiteful words too?

we promised each other our r/s will be better...
but... why it seems otherwise?

Or am i really taking things for granted?
Wat shd i do??

For a communication to take place, please dun assume, please dun always think u are right, please dun say hurtful words...

Have you ever tot, if words can be less harsh...everyone will be happy tooo?


Fuk it.