The rainy weather always make my mood very depressing.
I wondered why.

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Is not abt jealousy.
Is abt being upset that hoping to hav a dinner wif someone yet...
Is not abt threatening, is abt tiring.
Hoping for a hugs, not a cold shoulder.
Yearning for a kiss, not silence.

I have been thinking, am i really not appreciative?
Have I really taking things for granted?

I am really glad for this weekend apart.

Ever been in this kind of roller coaster ride?
Going thru ups and downs.
You are done with the ride.. but due to the excitment and thrill,
yet having some fear in within,
you are back into this roller coaster ride again..


I am pms-ing. I am crazy. So be it.
Maybe.. i shd be.... *deep sigh*