15th May.

It has been a year working for my current company.
How fast time flies...
From the first day not knowing what the hell is petrochemicals, to now im told to promote solvents products.
From the first day when shen dun agree i shd change my job.. to now when he find my company a prospective one. -_-"
Did i regret changing my job?
Well, is nothing abt feeling regret now... is more abt i need a job to survive.
Is nothing abt i like it anot... but is abt i dun detest it.
Thou how shitty my job can be, i know it will benefit me in the future.
I learn, i grow. I ought to.

Maybe today is Friday.
I think i am more getting ready for my weekends rather than getting myself down to work.
Hence, i was reading my past entries from my blog...

Life has always been its up and down.
Especially when i realised a month ago, i was happily with life, work and shen.
Till now, i was getting tired of my work.. i am sick of my life.. and Shen is still a question mark. sigh.
I tot all along, we have reached a mutual understanding. a more stable r/s.
But... is not. Is all one sided.

It hurt me more when i noe i got to stop contacting him.
i got to stop relying on him.
It got me more hurting when he jus called and said good nite.
I mean, our conversation is merely this only?

Where are the we when we will gossip abt ppl, work and life?

We seems to have lost ourselves unknowingly.
And the fact tat he dun give a damn anymore, hit me soo badly.

i hate to admit it tat i miss him.

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Met up wif crapbabes yest.
Had Fish and co for dinner.
And i bought myself a story book - Angels and demons. =)
Tks to Amber for her newspaper cutting, which entitled a 25% discount. haha!

Tks to Kim who came over and sent every single babes back home.
Tks everyone for the dinner.
Tks for everything!


Pics will be uploaded soon. Next week i promise.

Lavene wanna me to accompany her for her mum d&d at shangri la.
Free food. why not?
hahaa.

I hope i pray i wish i long i am dying for a happy weekends.