I hate the aircon temperature in the office.
Causing many negative effects on me.
- My migraine
- Brain freeze. It actually freeze my mind from doing anything.
- Hunger
- Slping mode
- Cold
I cant wait to get out of office immediately for my pure oxygen!

Many trips which supposed to be planned mite be cancelled.
diving trip this weekends and Bali trip in dec.
Sigh. I dun wan to pin any more hope on any trip again. It jus got me damn happy, and disappointed more easily. Fat hope of going where this hols. =(

I hav a fren.. encounter unhappiness in r/s. And as a fren of hers, i was feeling very angry wif the guy. Yes, is non of my arse biz. Sooo pls allow me to be Kay-po, childish for this time.

My fren hav been wif her sort of "bf" cum on-and-off r/s for nearly 2 yrs. Sort of bf - defines like dey behave like couple but wif no status. My fren (name her as D den), actually wanting to hav a status, cos to her she need assurance, security.. and well, which gal will allow a no status r/s.. but however, at first he claimed tat the prob lies on his ex gf being too close wif the family.. and need time for the family to digest and slowly accept D. Next becos of work commitment since he is a insurance agent.. is not nice for everyone to know abt this r/s status. Oh shall i jus define tat all insurance agents cannot get married.. becos getting marry meaning u will lose all customers?? watever it is... next the final reason is becos he is not ready... but in time will come when he is ready.. and the gf will surely be my fren D. Wow! this is a super big empty promise. And which gal will not be stayed on on this r/s when she super in love wif the guy(Bastard!)wif this promise!

D wanna leave the guy many times.. and each time when she can finally move on... or find herself another bf, the guy will surely come back and give her hope.. showered her wif lotsa attention and love. Well, is not once.. but many times in the past 2 yrs.
At first i really tot tat my fren is being paranoid in the r/s.. but if it really drag too long for the hell 2 yrs.. i seriously think tat the guy are merely taking D for granted and treating her like a fool.

She deserve better and not a guy who think tat he is rather good looking and wif good job and family background, sooo he can allow to play this kind of mindfuking games to my fren.
If ever the guy ever chance upon this blog, pls kindly leave my fren alone!!!

Yes i am being harsh here, but i cant bear to see my fren in agony.
And again pardon me for my super Kaypo nature.